The near Blackness

As rapid as a river flows
As frigid as the cold wind can blow
As devious as the devil's grin
My blood is cold and i've shed my skin

Now, i am not the kid i used to be
Stop wishing for yesterday!
x2

The end is calling, it seems that the blackness is near
Till there we gotta keep it clear
I wish i could just give the best of me
But now this young cardinal will roam free

Now, i am not the kid i used to be
Stop wishing for yesterday
x2

What type of air do i breathe?
I don't know but i'll roll up my sleeve
So i can clearly show you
That i am soo much more than feeling "blue"

Now, i am not the kid i used to be
Stop wishing for yesterday
x2

Just to make myself believe
I can say my head is madness
Every single part of me wants to leave
But everytime i think about it my heart turns to ashes